Does animals really hear us?
She left us after I told her to stop fighting and that it was OK to leave us.
Thank you for your fight, thank you for your effort to be with us. Thank you for finally choosing to be free.
Category: doodles
大白 fell ill recently. We tried to fix her up, I even drained ~750ml of ascitic fluid from her. She was perking up, standing up and started to drink on her own.
Mojuju decided that it’s a good idea to kick her out to the backyard despite my protest. But he did it anyway while I was at work. When I came home, she could no longer stand on her feet.
We don’t know exactly what happened. Was it because she was still recovering and he did that? Was it that her suspected ovarian cancer worsened? I guess we’ll never know. But it’s been 2 days now that she has lost the ability to stand or even sit straight.
It’s likely ovarian cancer. Hens has 35% chance of getting ovarian cancer at age of 2, and it obviously increases every year then. She’s over 4, and ovarian cancer is the most likely cause of ascites.
I want to put her to sleep but Mojuju thinks it’s cruel. I think it’s cruel to keep her in pain. We couldn’t come to an agreement.
My only hope, is that she can rest in peace. My baby, she has been such a good girl. Silkies are always docile, and she is the epitome of a silkie. Delicate, docile, feminine and gentle.
I told her it’s OK to leave, she’s done a good job now.
On one hand, we have baby chicks (unintended hatching by a rogue stubborn girl), on one hand we have 大白 who at the doorstep of death. It’s okay. It’s a circle of life. We should celebrate her completing her journey. She’s finally at the end, and she’s done so well.
I found out that the smear campaign against me is still ongoing! I’m still living rent free in her head 😂😂😂
Sadly for her, the people she’s trying to sell the stories to, knows the real story behind it.
Even sadder is everyone is just pretending not to know including what she’s been talking about them behind (not surprising I’m not the only victim). And she really believes everyone are stupid enough to be manipulated by her when all they are doing is just entertaining her enough to stop her from badgering them.
But not me, because I’m done. There’s only so much I can take, and I hate gossips.
Not every elderly deserve your respect and kindness. Not everyone deserve a 100th chance. I think I gave enough chances, especially to someone who badmouth my parents and family!
Remember everyone, when you grow old, do not be a two faced hypocrite.
Our favourite girl has now turn two! I’d love to pass my crown as Princess Ichigo to Lil’Tuesday because not only she’s as sassy as I am was, she also loves strawberries as much as I did and loves posing with ’em strawberries!
Like the little bull she is, she is as stubborn as one but also as loving as one. She is currently STILL very attached to me. She finds me all the time the moment she comes home. She gets upset if I wasn’t at home and would start basically look through the entire house!!!
I was in the hospital seeing an ophthalmologist due to my new eye issue and Mojuju brought her home without me. She was crying by the door calling “mommy” all the time.
Despite turning two, she’s really not great at her speech. She learns fast, except with speech thought…. She does try but her pronunciation is just appalling 🤣😂. I’ve been trying to speak to her in mandarin too so I don’t repeat my failure with Mr. Monday…. And she does understand it well surprisingly!
I hope Lil’Tuesday continues to be the diva she is. I really hope that she always put herself first and never let patriarchy put her down. I love her to bits, and will always miss our nightly tickling moments.
I was combing my hair yesterday and found my first strand of white hair!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😱😱😱😱😱
Imagine my shock. I literally screamed murder and ran down the stairs to ask Mojojo to pull it out.
Continue reading “I found my first white hair!!”
I’m meaning to blog 2 days ago after seeing a massive rainbow on the way home from work. But I didn’t. Because I was too busy trying to bake mooncakes for Mr. Monday.
Yesterday I saw a small rainbow as the radio was reporting about deterioration of the Queen’s health. Sadly, a great loss to the country, she rested in peace yesterday.
Continue reading “God save the Queen”
