Wow this month’s credit card bill is more than my monthly salary 😂🤣ðŸ˜
I’m finally a #bigspender
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Breathe. It will all pass. You’ve done well. Give yourself a pat on your shoulder. Give yourself a hug.
I want to believe that I’m a good person. Someone who is kind, someone who is understanding. I know I’m anything but.
I am impatient, I am selfish, I am prone to anger. I have a victim mentality.
I try so hard, but no matter how hard I try, my parents would still say the same. Am I still the same person as before? Did I not even move an inch?
I want to be a good person too. A good mother, a good daughter, a good wife, a good neighbour.
Every villain believes they are good. And yet all I feel is all these filth in my heart.
I want to be good too. I really do.
When you see no light
No way out
When you lose all hope
your heart sinks
Do you lit a match? Or do you keep searching?
In this cold place, you do not wish to stay in
There are others who screams darkness, when the clouds are hovering
Like mockery of your fear, you can’t compare
There’s always light at the end of the tunnel
But there’s no tunnel here
Can you lit a match? Can you keep searching?
I have not been able to fall in love,
Ever since the last time.
When you held my cold hands,
Keeping it safe in your pocket.
The first time I fell in love with that smile,
The warmth and your vulnerability.
I have not been able to love anyone else.
Since then onward.
I harvested tons of potatoes from our garden. Honestly, after much neglect I’m surprised theres so many of them 😂
I soaked them in hot water before air frying them. I mean, I was told I needed to deep dry them…. But I really didn’t want to 😱 all those wasted oil lol…
The results were great actually. The potato taste is so strong compared to frozen fries… I need to get used to it a bit. Taste very potatoey.. How do I even explain ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Well I guess we’ll be planting potatoes again next year! 😂
Ingredients:
Salt, sunflower oil, bunch of Italian herbs almost finishing so just throw all in. 🤣
We spent our entire lives wanting to understand others. The reason behind other’s actions, especially if it has brought hurt to us.
Many times, it is the person closest to us that hurt us the most, that we try to untangle their actions all our lives.
It becomes easier if you simply remember that they are just humans.
Humans are flawed, selfish, short sighted. Often times, even the best of all the humans run out of patience, kindness, and capacity to love.
The love of your life,
Families,
Friends,
Fathers,
And even mothers.
We are flawed beings. And that is what I’ve learnt recently. I can finally free myself from the ropes I tied my own heart with.
She dug a hole,
Not to big, not too small.
She saw some gold,
She dug some more and took it all.
Oh no, footsteps are coming!
Quickly bury it back!
She dug a little more to cover the tracks
Just a little more for warmth that she lacks
She’s in too deep, can’t help herself out
Cries as she would, she can even pout
But the hole was dug all by her shovel
Don’t look at the man with his tiny trovel!
She dug a hole, a hole she dug.
Now too deep for her to put in the plug